ha! just a quickie. still alive. still looking for work. much the same as last month. just worst.

thankful? must be something I’m thankful for. i’m just tired of all the bullshit. ‘you have your health, you should be thankful for that’. why? if I got sick, maybe I’d die, THEN I could be thankful I’m out of this suck ass life.

ok. sorry. it’s just really hard to keep the ‘up’ attitude.
and now i’m losing clannevermore. what a shit.

ok. for real. I’m at my moms. spending the thanksgiving holiday with her and the aunts (and their spouses… well, ok, one aunt and one uncle, the other aunt isn’t married, and neither is my mom) grateful that they got me all kinds of goodies to take back with me. thankful that there are a few people who care about me (ONEDIFUL!)

OH! maybe I’m being so bitchy, cause a guy hit me and ripped the mirror off my car on the way up here to moms?
could be.
damn, and here I was trying to stay thankful. wish I hadn’t remembered that.